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is it just me...or do the visual effects on WBOC news remind you of a high school powerpoint presentation?
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[28 Apr 2006|09:13pm] |
question...
have any of you loaned someone money...lets say..400 dollars...and at the time, it was ok, because you had the money to spare, but now..(depsite the fact that they are no longer a part of your life)..you need the money back?
well lately i have bene thinking abck on my past and i realized that i loaned a certain someone a large sum of money, and they promised to pay me back..but never did. now, i really feel like i want my money back..how do i go about doing that?
any suggestions?
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| to all my bio II buddies. |
[27 Apr 2006|05:00pm] |
haha, i was just watching WBOC and they had a segment about how all this phragmities caught on fire and was burning....
i guess fritchass got his revenge!!!
lmao.
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| shift work. |
[25 Apr 2006|09:14pm] |
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tonight i am working from 8pm to 8am. and then when i get off work, i have to go home and try to sleep, but then i have to be at work by 4pm that same day. so i am going to be one tired puppy. haha. not to mention that i havent slept all day. i got off work last night at midnight, then i worked out for a little bit. and i went home, but i couldnt sleep. so i took a shower and i have a slight cold so i took some medicine and then i finally fell asleep. but i woke up at 9am this morning. and i havent slept since. and i am yawning now, which isnt good. and if this entry isnt making sense, its beacuse im too tired to even know waht im writing. goodnight.
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| we will rock you! |
[26 Mar 2006|06:22pm] |
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last night was so much fun. i went to Seacrets for the first time and i LOVE it. i want to go every chance i can get. haha. i had so much fun. i went with lins, cass, tiff, jenn. we met up with ange and ximena, and then ran into a few other people i knew. it was a blast. drank a bit too much i think but it was soooo fun. i passed out right when i got home. i was so tired. i slept till 1pm. and i was kinda woosy still so i just kinda layed there for a while. apparently my mom tried waking me up like 4 times but i was too far gone. haha. it was an awesome night though. i danced my ass off. i seriously dont think i've ever had as much fun as i did last night. and plus, the crew i spent it with, i love all you girls so much seriously. and forigve me for anything stupid i may have done or said a s a result of my inxication. i cant control it sometimes, but i love you guys. we definately have to go out again. no doubt about it.
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i really want to just..leave the secular world and seriously seclude myself with all chrysalis people. the world SERIOUSLY sucks. and people too. (not all)
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| god works in mysterious ways. |
[26 Feb 2006|09:36am] |
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before i read this, i prayed that God would open my mind and my heart to receive whatever this scripture might be saying to me. and to also help me understand its messege so that i could apply it to my life. and this is what it read:
Proverbs 3:1-8 (NRSV)
My child, do not forget my teaching,
but let your heart keep my commandments;
for length of days and years of life
and abundant welfare they will give you.
Do not let loyalty and faithfulness forsake you;
bind them around your neck,
write them on the tablet of your heart.
So you will find favor and good repute
in the sight of God and of people.
Trust in the LORD with all your heart,
and do not rely on your own insight.
In all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make straight your paths.
Do not be wise in your own eyes;
fear the LORD, and turn away from evil.
It will be a healing for your flesh
and a refreshment for your body.
wow.
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| im changed |
[20 Feb 2006|11:47am] |
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Switchfoot
"On Fire"
They tell you where you need to go
They tell you when you'll need to leave
They tell you what you need to know
They tell you who you need to be
But everything inside you knows
There's more than what you've heard
There's so much more than empty conversations
Filled with empty words
And you're on fire
When He's near you
You're on fire
When He speaks
You're on fire
Burning at these mysteries
Give me one more time around
Give me one more chance to see
Give me everything You are
Give me one more chance to be... (near You)
Cause everything inside me looks like
Everything I hate
You are the hope I have for change
You are the only chance I'll take
When I'm on fire
When You're near me
I'm on fire
When You speak
And I'm on fire
Burning at these mysteries
These mysteries...
I'm standing on the edge of me [x3]
I'm standing on the edge of everything I've never been before.
And i've been standing on the edge of me
Standing on the edge
And I'm on fire
When You're near me
I'm on fire
When You speak
(Yea) I'm on fire
Burning at these mysteries... these mysteries... these mysteries
Ah you're the mystery
You're the mystery
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[13 Feb 2006|03:30pm] |
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well, i called off work today. our chrysalis meeting yesterday got cancelled, so they rescheduld ot for tonight, so im going to that. im really excited because its our last one, and it prolly wont be like usual meetings, but its all good. the weekend is this thursday and im just...incredibly excited. i've been prearing my mind and my heart for this for a long time, so im looking forward to it. i just hope it goes well. im sure it will. i just need to eel more prepared and i'll be fine. i just know that god is going to do amazing things, and to know that he chose to use me to help, is just...humbling. i feel honored to have been chosen by him. it really makes me thankful for everything. and it gives me a sense of worth in my life. to know that i have a purpose, even if its only for 4 days. i just love it. nothing will keep me from this. so hopefully, the one thing that i feear will, im hoping god will teach me how to get out of that situation. we will see though. gtg.
god bless.
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[08 Feb 2006|10:05pm] |
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its been a long time since ive updated this thing. mainly because i just stopped caring. haha. alot's been going on lately. super bowl sunday was an eventful day to say the least. i went to patty's to watch the game. i got there around 2, and at 2:30 amunda and i decided to go to foodlion ot buy stuff to make steeler style cupcakes. so i offered to drive, and while backing out of the driveway...i hit Tom's truck. with my brand new car. my drivers side rear bumper is dented in and part of my tail light broke off. i'm probably just going to fix my tailight for now, and then pay to get tom's truck fixed. his dent isnt that bad. it just really sucked. so needless to say, no steeler cupcakes. lol. and apparently no new anything until i get my car fixed. its just really fristrating because ive only had it for not even 3 months, and i crashed already. coulda been worse though.
but at least my night ended greatly with the Steelers winning the superbowl!!! eat that seahawks! haha but yeah, awesome game though. i loved every bit of it. it went by really fast though. or so it seemed. but nevertheless. awesome.
i've bene really busy with stuff for chrysalis. i'm on team again and its just beenr eallly hectic lately. the weekend is next thursday and im freaking out trying to get everything done. but i know that God is helping me through it. :)
things at work are crazy too. too much to go into.
but thats the update. and if you call my cell phone and i dont answer, please dont feel offended, im either sleeping or busy doing something. and if you know me at all, then you know that if i get distracted, its all downhill from there. haha.
oh yeah. tonight i have to stay at work unitl 4 or 5 am because one guy called out. so i have to stay late. and im already wishing this night would be over, but i still have 6 hours to go. sigh. i hate it.
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[03 Feb 2006|10:53pm] |
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what do i have to do to keep you OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| "pitt's the best, f**k the rest! "- dan. |
[23 Jan 2006|04:22pm] |
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::starts the beat::
HERE WE GO!
HERE WE GO!
HERE WE GO, STEELERS!
HERE WE GO!
PITTSBURGH'S GOING TO THE SUPER BOWL!
::ends beat::
thats riht folks! we are going to the super bowl!! HAHAHA. and to all those who doubted.. :-P. haha sike. its all good. it was a great season over all. we won the AFC championship and we are the first 6th seed team to make it to the superbowl in NFl history. so thats an accomplishment in itself. if we win, we win. if we dont, we still won because we accomplished something no one else in history has. so it is all good!
GO STEELERS!
in other news. i saw the end of the game at patty and amundas...where amunda disclosed to me that if i was a guy, she'd do me. haha. which is always nice to hear. haha. but yeah..amunda and i are going to make our own shirts for the superbowl so we can wear them. haha. it should be fun! i'll bring the sharpies!
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[15 Jan 2006|12:27pm] |
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last ngiht was so much fun. me and my boys, joey, dwyane and jay, all went to mulligans to watch the skins game. it sucked cause they lost, but omg i had a GREAT time. we played some pool, had a couple drinks, watched the game, and shot some hoops. it was alot of fun. i like mulligans its a cool palce. we were going to go to smitty's but it was So pakced in there it was ridiculous, so we opted for mulligans instead. which was the better choice i must say.
but right now im about to go to my chrysalis meeting. should be fun. :) hopefully it wont be so nerve racking like the last time. hopefully my fellow musician will be there. if not, someone else can help me out. lol. well its getting late and i gotta run, peace out and god bless!
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[13 Jan 2006|06:32pm] |
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lately ive been considering going back to college and finishing out the degree i already started. i was dead set on never studying that again, but recently ive kinda realized that maybe that is my place. for those of you who dont remember i was studying Human services which is pretyt much therapy. haha. and i've just been noticing that im really good at helping people. a few of my friends have problems and i notice that they coem to me to advice and help. and i dont mean to brag but i feel that most of the advice i give is pretty well thought out and good. lol. im not sure if the people agree with what i say, but thats not the point. and let me tell you, i LOVE dr. phil. i want to be him. i want people to listen to what i say and actually do it. i'm not sure if human services is exactly what i want yet, im just thinking about it. im already half finished..so..who knows. anyway...
sigh. im stressed out. im supposed to be going to mulligans in salisbury tomorrow with me and my boys. we're going around 4:30 to watch the redksins game. i'm a die hard steeler fan, but..im kinda rooting for them on the side. :) its ok. i have patty's approval. lol. the Skins are my family's team. so..ya know. but anyway..im going to miss the steeler game because of my Team meeting..but ya gotta sacrifice sometiems. im going to patty's after the meeting to hear about the game so...PRAY FOR THEM! haha.
GO STEELERS!
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well...looks like i am going to court as well! haha. its not for anything serious though. i got a subpoena to be a witness for the state of delaware in a dui case. in october i came acrossa man that ran is truck into a ditch and he was defiantely intoxicated. so i called DSP and they took my info and then i went on my way. so they are just calling me to make my statement on what happened. im kinda nervous though. i've never been to court. its gonna be werid. but im old enough to handle it. haha. my court date is a week from today, at 8:30 in the morning..so im gonna get there around 8 cause i dont really know what to do. but anywho. wish me luck. haha.
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[09 Jan 2006|04:50pm] |
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so i went to Virginia this weekend to spend time with my grandparents. we got there around 11 and went to lunch, then we took a nap and then went to dinner. then we came back and watched foorball. it wasnt anything overly special. but it was nice spending time with them. On Sunday we went to church, and the serveice seemd to last forever. we weresupposed to leave at 9am so that i could make it to my team meeting in time, but we didnt leave until 9:45 so needless tosay i was freaking out. i think i hold the record in the shortest time getting from thier house to the bridge. in what usually takes an hour, i got from the church to the bridge in 20 minutes. lol. yes, i was speeeding. but we made it back in plenty of time. :)
so i got to the team meeting and it was alot of fun. it was weird though because i was so tired that i wasnt al there, so playing the guitar was difficult. i messed up so much, and it was just horrible. but anyway..lol. i had fun. i got to see alot of people i hadnt seen in a while so that was nice. and i met some new people that are really cool. but anyway, it was good.
after the meeting i rushed home to watch the steelers game, and we killed it. it was such a good game, i cant even talk about it. haha. it was so wonderful. GO STEELERS!
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[04 Jan 2006|08:40pm] |
well, i just received the list ofall the people i will be serving on Team with and i am SO excited. i know most of the women so im so stoked. im the adult music coordinator, which, in itself is laughable. haha. only because i'm the adult. haha. but anyway. i am So excited. this one girl, ashley sard, who i served with a couple chrysalis' ago, i havent seen her since and i LOVE that girl. haha. so its gonna be so nice to finally get back in touch with her. shes so funny, omg. anyway. im really excited about it. its so exciting! our first meeting is this sunday. i'm going to virginia this weekend to show my grandparents my new car. but we wont even be there for 24 hours because we have to leave right after church on sunday to make it back to DE in time for my meeting. its like a 3-4 hour drive, so if we leave at 9 we should make it back. sigh. i hope. anyway. im gonna be so tired. oh well, i'll make it.
since im serving on team again, i've really been evaluating alot about my life. i know i seem to do this every time, but i dunno. someteims i wonder if i have what it takes to change for good. i know that i can as long as i trust God, but i dont know how well i am at trusting. i have so mnay issues that NO ONE knows about. it surprises me that ive kept them to myself. but its probably because its too painful to shre. but i dunno. im hoping that God can help me have the strength to go through these issues, instead of around them. i just need to be surrounded by good poeple that understand me and can help me.
anyway, im getting sidetracked, i gotta go.
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[01 Jan 2006|05:06pm] |
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you found me- kelly clarkson |
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last night i got the best birthday present ever. :) i was asked to serve on another chrysalis team. :) it is such an awesome priviledge. i cant wait! im the musician again :) i called her back tonight. :) im so excited. i hope its just what i need. :) cant wait. God Bless.
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[29 Dec 2005|11:12pm] |
i feel like sh*t.
im sick. i think i have the flu. i threw up a few minutes ago, and ima t work. so that's lovely. i cant stop sneezing and coughing. i think its the flu. and what sucks is that im going out tomorrow night for my 21st, and i have a feeling that i wont be able to go because im sick. i have to get my license renewed tomorrow, and that sucks because not only do i have to get up early, but i woke up witha face full of acne, because my stipoud ass put lotion on my face. so now my face is gonan be all red and blotchy. sigh. im just bummed. i was looking forward to my birthday night, and i still am, but one thing i was really looking forward to, sint happening. and its not what you think. its something totaly differnt that only like...2 people know about, and i think thats erin adn rick. haha. but anyway. i dont feel good. and i just hope i feel better tomorrow. and saturday is going to be so hectic, im prolly just gonna go to dinner with my family and then go see erin. but right now, im gonna get offline and hopefully get off work in a bout 15 minutes, then go home and take some pills, and pass out. wish me luck folks.
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| my girl! |
[29 Dec 2005|05:04pm] |
you've been my best friend since we were wee ones, and i love you so much. you are my sister and we are always there for each other. i hope you have a good and safe night tonight, and i love you, and you're just awesome. :)
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